Let me start by telling you that this is not the synopsis of the movie – A Glitch in the Matrix.
We all have felt it and gone through it, but not realized it.
I have not watched the movie, but I read a lot of resources regarding the topic. It is safe to say, that I had more than one event happen in my life.
This is not an art-related blog, just a general life update.
A Glitch In The Matrix – The beginning
Obviously, life has become very chaotic. Running around tirelessly for getting rest. But still not finding rest.
There have been moments when I want 29 ½ hours in a day.
But as usual, the filmy thing happens in your life… and a special person walks in. Everything around slows down and you start getting the feeling of being on eternal rest.
I would wake up every day and pinch myself to the realization that this was not all a dream.
They say dreams come true – so I thought my dreams have come true.
My life drastically slowed down, I was having rest and I had a joy that was beyond any description.
But boom it was gone. Just like I did not know where it came from, it was gone. I knew efforts in searching for it would be in vain.
Now I want 34 ½ hours in a day, so I can spend the extra 5 hours on top of the already 5 hours to search for something that never was mine.
What next?
Dreams come up when you are sleeping. But what do you call a situation that is a dream but you live in it every day?
I am sure that short span of time was not just a dream. Not only was there someone else by me, but I was also filled with positivity and hope.
Obviously, I do not complain that I lost it because of my mistake, but had I known the origin, I would have been able to make it a permanent part of my life.
When Dad taught me – “Don’t forget your roots”, I did not take him seriously.
Now I just have to tag this as “A Glitch in the Matrix”
But if I could ever see that dream reality once, I would want to make it clear that it was the most amazing part of my life. Something that may never happen again in my life.
Those memories will give me the strength to live for the rest of my life.
If you ever had such an experience, join in on the comments below, and I will gift you a glass painting of your description.